It has been awhile I know since my last entree. I can tell you that things haven’t been well in my opinion. My relationship was a waste of time, literally. I went to see the great gatsby with a friend which was good but at the same time I feel like are hangouts are forced at times. Seems she is focus on dating then I am. I am slowly coming to the realization that I am just meant to be alone. Figures huh? that I would try so hard to connect with someone on an intimate level for it to become nothing more then dead space.
I don’t understand I’m I incapable of making that connection to finding my soul mate. I look around I see others finding that person to bring them happiness, maybe I did come across that person but allowed them to slip. I go to my friend Melody for advice. Talking with her has made things easy since Adrienne has been a dead end. She reminds me that it wasn’t going anywhere from the start. It’s like when I told her about the guy whose now her ex but she did her own thing even though I explained many times.
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So Tuesday saw the movie The place over the pines w/ Melody, in spite it being a near 3hr movie. It had me on a rollercoaster ride because of the unique story on “How the grass isn’t green on thre other side”, the trailers were misleading as they set you up before the movie starts. Good film, to add to the awesome I had gotten my friend Melody gifts. I don’t know anything about sailormoon and bought the wrong scoute lol which I didn’t know bc the women who sold it to me assure it was the right one lol. To make up for my mistake lol I got her 3 hello kitty things from a store called mix. I was happy to correct the mistake lol as long as my friend was happy. One the I probably will understand is hello kitty lol, sooo much pink. She pink out what she like and the whole day was awesome.
I am slowly becoming confused on were I stand with adrienned and part of me likes her and the other part doesn’t and I feel like I am slipping
There have been a lot of changes in my life. One being me growing as a person and being able to adapt to what life throws my way. Recently I have made an attempt to slowly pursue a chance to make films with a group of people who share the same interest as myself. It has been 5 months since my first date with Adrienne and now we have been together that long which is amazing for me :).
On a side note I have been focusing on my writing like my fan fiction, book and script. I figure that I need to maintain these things in order to keep myself sane. For some reason I have three books I began reading and just never really finished, always said to myself that I would finish them and I think now is a good time as any lol.
So a few things that have happen, I went to sakura con in March with Cassi dillard and her brother. Where I got hooked onto a new Anime called Sword art online. I know before you say anything or question as to why I started watching? ask yourself does there have to be a reaosn lol. It had a great story that drew me in and since the first ep I wasn hooked and now I am reading the light novels that inspired the creation of the anime.
My social life is doing okay in some ways , feels like i have to fight tooth and nail to hangout with some of my friends. as of now everythings seem cool.
* I promise to write more often just life gets in the way
anyone watches SAO ? then there is a new season coming out !! :D yay
When is the new Season Coming out?
today was my mother’s first day of school at college so I showed here around. Funny how things are now because I vaguely remember when she was the one who would walk us to our classes when we were little. The roles have change but it was nice to show her around since the last time she had been to the college was in 99.